Dreams Photography Poetry 'n Prose

Across the estuary

Her panting breath shoes away the wasps that gather here every summer

Like the mammoths that once roamed these estuaries and waterways

Time itself evolves around the tides and the footprints we leave.


Then the smoke has turned itself into cloud

that is the hardest thing – to give of yourself
while knowing you are superfluous,
to give yourself completely and to realise
you will vanish like smoke into nothing. 

December 23, 1941

Selma Meerbaum-Eisinger


With a red pencil she added:

I did not have time to finish writing


Your last thoughts, traverse my thoughts, until sleep comes…

I dream it is 1940. You are sixteen years old, live somewhere in a city in Eastern Romania. You go to school. You’re in love with a young man. The sun is shining. You’re going to go dancing on Friday night. You write a poem about a bench that is waiting in a park. Your write a poem about air and scent and sheen.

You read in the newspaper about things changing and an empire lasting a thousand years. One day through your classroom window, you see how Jewish students are beaten by the Nazis. You hear about how one of them is forced to jump from a third story window of the school building. You write a poem about a raven.

I dream you are not allowed to go to school anymore. Your civil rights are taken away. You must wear a yellow Star of David on the lapels of your coat. Carry out forced labor. From now on you live with 60,000 other people in a ghetto, no house, just on the street. You write a poem about the night.

You run away and break your leg. You’re recognized in the city as a Jew and deported to work in the bitter cold for a German road builder. You’re sixteen years old and ill: you don’t keep working you will be shot dead by the SS. You put children to bed who have no father and mother anymore. And write for them a lullaby.

I dream there is nothing to eat except watery soup. People are dying all around you. Bodies are dumped into puddles alongside the road or thrown over the railing of a bridge. Fodder for birds and dogs. A little farther on you hear a German soldier singing a song by Franz Schubert. You write a song about a tender pain embracing all the trees.

You’re herded onto a train at six in the morning. For three nights and two days you ride in a cattle car through a strange country. No one knows where to, no one knows for how long. You and 120 other people have been crammed into one railroad car. You hear women singing and you think it is impossible for people to sing under these circumstances. A strength lives within them that is stronger than the evil that threatens them.

I dream you’re imprisoned in a labor camp and you read what you wrote not so very long ago. You know the end is approaching, in many ways evil has triumphed, but you want that the meaning of singing will not be underestimated. You want their voices always to be heard.

You are eighteen and you are incinerated. Smoke turns itself into a cloud. You are air. You are the substance of dreams. The sheets of paper with your words are found by a girlfriend and smuggled out of a ghetto, through Poland, Hungary, Czechoslovakia, through Austria, through Germany to Paris. Then finally Israel. From here the world begins to know your name.

I dream that a child’s swing hangs from the branches in a walled and shaded corner. Two windows from a far house blaze briefly, twice, in whiteness, and shoot late afternoon sunlight back at me here in the shadow, a someone opens and closes them.

In a language not my own, a woman’s voice calls out the name of a girl I recognise from a faded photograph. Three times she calls, with a breath between each naming and the girl, who was nowhere, darts from a tree behind her.

She places her hands over her mother’s eyelids and giggles.
She turns around to face her, smiles the smile only shared by children, raises forefinger to pursed lips and turns and skips to the voice of a folk song in the distant house beyond.


Dreams Poetry 'n Prose

Ship to Shore

We are ship to shore
me a lighthouse
and you bobbing up and down,
back and forth
on the waves
you glide effortlessly,
exploring the depth of blue
zigzag over hot currents
coasting past coral reefs

I want to reel you in
though you need no mooring,
no anchor
instead you set off
your sudden impulse
to chart a course, to weather
and brave monsoons,
in search of the pearl
in your life.

We are ship to shore
but can’t you see?
if I let go
the wind will cast you away
the ocean might swallow you whole
we will become severed
your spirit will be free

I would wish for you the world
if it were good enough for you,
and each morning blue sky
hanging out there clear as crystal
I’d reel in for you
and by doing so,
make it real.

from a forthcoming collection, The Sea of Dreams – Vol. 2

Art Dreams



I dreamed there was darker spaces that had been untouched by human hands. Turning our attention to the shadows we heard the old man laughing.


Art Dreams



I had a dream that life was every colour imagined, ever expanding and never finished.

I had a dream we carried on working into the void